1,800 days & counting til i hit the 5 decades, 50 years of life milestone! i know i just turned 45 years old 3 weeks ago & i'm already counting down the days til my next milestone birthday. there's gonna be a lot of training & a strict diet on my end to achieve the look i want to look for my 5 decades, 50 years of life milestone! startin' today, i have to amped up my training + slowly but surely start to cut out the sugar, sweets & all that unnecessary junk food out of my diet.

1,800 days & counting til i hit the 5 decades, 50 years of life milestone! i know i just turned 45 years old 3 weeks ago & i'm already counting down the days til my next milestone birthday. there's gonna be a lot of training & a strict diet on my end to achieve the look i want to look for my 5 decades, 50 years of life milestone! startin' today, i have to amped up my training + slowly but surely start to cut out the sugar, sweets & all that unnecessary junk food out of my diet.

putting the Lord 1st changes everything. when He becomes a priority, our hearts begin to realign w/His purpose & peace replaces confusion. life may still have challenges, but when the Lord is 1st, we are no longer carrying them alone. decisions become clearer, burdens feels lighter & our steps grow steadier. trusting the Lord 1st means surrendering control & believing that He knows what's best for our lives, even when we don't understand the process. when the Lord is at the center, everything...

putting the Lord 1st changes everything. when He becomes a priority, our hearts begin to realign w/His purpose & peace replaces confusion. life may still have challenges, but when the Lord is 1st, we are no longer carrying them alone. decisions become clearer, burdens feels lighter & our steps grow steadier. trusting the Lord 1st means surrendering control & believing that He knows what's best for our lives, even when we don't understand the process. when the Lord is at the center, everything...

the transformation begins! it's not secret that i have been pursing projects for some time now. people have always asked me, "when is it goin' to happen?!?!?!?" things have finally lined up! december 2025, we started the journey. the 1st but biggest task is to transform the body! we have ways to go, but God willing, i'm prepared to go!

the transformation begins! it's not secret that i have been pursing projects for some time now. people have always asked me, "when is it goin' to happen?!?!?!?" things have finally lined up! december 2025, we started the journey. the 1st but biggest task is to transform the body! we have ways to go, but God willing, i'm prepared to go!

when the old version of you no longer fits & you're asked to let go, the Lord will make where you're stayin' uncomfortable. here are the signs that you've outgrown this chapter:your comfortable life suddenly becomes uncomfortable.the things you used to tolerate now feels offthe routine that once felt stable now isn't workin' anymore your soul is nudging you toward more because you're expandingyou're no longer drawn to what used to excite you:your jobfriendships/relationshipshobbiesbecause the...

when the old version of you no longer fits & you're asked to let go, the Lord will make where you're stayin' uncomfortable. here are the signs that you've outgrown this chapter:your comfortable life suddenly becomes uncomfortable.the things you used to tolerate now feels offthe routine that once felt stable now isn't workin' anymore your soul is nudging you toward more because you're expandingyou're no longer drawn to what used to excite you:your jobfriendships/relationshipshobbiesbecause the...

today marks the 1 year, 12 months, 52 weeks & 365 days since mamalicious returned home to be w/the Lord. there's not a day that goes by that i wish mamalicious was still here, cause the way life be lifeing, i really need her guidance right about now. but i know she's w/papa & her family watchin' over the family that's spread across the world. i love you always & forever mamalicious

today marks the 1 year, 12 months, 52 weeks & 365 days since mamalicious returned home to be w/the Lord. there's not a day that goes by that i wish mamalicious was still here, cause the way life be lifeing, i really need her guidance right about now. but i know she's w/papa & her family watchin' over the family that's spread across the world. i love you always & forever mamalicious

new year = new habitswake up early = winning the morningwater 1st = flush toxins cold showers = boost willpowerdeep breaths = reset stressdaily walks = clears your headmorning sunlight = balance hormones no alarm = builds discipline morning yoga sesh = increase flexibility phone off in the morning = gain clarityeat protein = crush cravings sleep in the dark = boost melatonin no sugar = feel cleanread 10 minutes daily = train focusgratitude journaling = rewire your mindsetsay 'no' = protect pe...

new year = new habitswake up early = winning the morningwater 1st = flush toxins cold showers = boost willpowerdeep breaths = reset stressdaily walks = clears your headmorning sunlight = balance hormones no alarm = builds discipline morning yoga sesh = increase flexibility phone off in the morning = gain clarityeat protein = crush cravings sleep in the dark = boost melatonin no sugar = feel cleanread 10 minutes daily = train focusgratitude journaling = rewire your mindsetsay 'no' = protect pe...

2025 was a rough year, i was in a dark place & never in a million years did i expect to be saved by this pure, romantic story w/such a unique setting. heated rivalry came out of nowhere & became a sensation. it's simply not a gay hockey story to me, it's the perfect closure to a messy year. plus gettin' to know these captivating characters & actors/actresses, best gift ever!

2025 was a rough year, i was in a dark place & never in a million years did i expect to be saved by this pure, romantic story w/such a unique setting. heated rivalry came out of nowhere & became a sensation. it's simply not a gay hockey story to me, it's the perfect closure to a messy year. plus gettin' to know these captivating characters & actors/actresses, best gift ever!

signs you're walkin' w/faith instead of fear:you feel guided even when the path isn't clearyou don't need full answers to take the next stepsyou stop scanning for danger all the timeyour body isn't as anxious as it used to beyou tell the truth even when it costs you comfort you choose to say what's right over what keeps things easyyou stop bargaining in your prayersyou ask clearly instead of promising to earn what you're askin' foryou don't panic when things go quietyou trust silence doesn't ...

signs you're walkin' w/faith instead of fear:you feel guided even when the path isn't clearyou don't need full answers to take the next stepsyou stop scanning for danger all the timeyour body isn't as anxious as it used to beyou tell the truth even when it costs you comfort you choose to say what's right over what keeps things easyyou stop bargaining in your prayersyou ask clearly instead of promising to earn what you're askin' foryou don't panic when things go quietyou trust silence doesn't ...

don't worry about how it will all come together, that part belongs to the Lord. your responsibility isn't to figure out every detail, but to trust Him who already sees the full picture. when uncertainty feels heavy & questions seems endless, remember that the Lord is never confused about your future. He's workin' behind the scenes, aligning things in ways you may not understand yet. what feels delayed is often being prepared & what feels uncertain is being shaped w/purpose. let go of the pres...

don't worry about how it will all come together, that part belongs to the Lord. your responsibility isn't to figure out every detail, but to trust Him who already sees the full picture. when uncertainty feels heavy & questions seems endless, remember that the Lord is never confused about your future. He's workin' behind the scenes, aligning things in ways you may not understand yet. what feels delayed is often being prepared & what feels uncertain is being shaped w/purpose. let go of the pres...

here's to a season of building on the foundation i carved in 2025. to continued growth, limitless learning, honoring choices of purpose, relentless pursuits of my visions & goals. moving fearlessly & intentionally towards what feels aligned w/the life i'm building & havin' faith on what's to come!

here's to a season of building on the foundation i carved in 2025. to continued growth, limitless learning, honoring choices of purpose, relentless pursuits of my visions & goals. moving fearlessly & intentionally towards what feels aligned w/the life i'm building & havin' faith on what's to come!